AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!
...phew. That feels better. I think something has gotten into me recently. It kinda shows in the depressing state of my blog. Could be the stress. And paranoia. Or it could be that my incorrigible lack of organisation has led to aimless studying, which has led to me not fully understanding the material and doubting my own intellect. If that's not bad enough, i just spent the past few hours snooping around online. Dumb.
Self-esteem and confidence levels have been low. Motivation is practically non-existent. I've been feeling horrible and acting horribly. Well, that's according to my lofty unrealistic perfectionist standards which i can never meet anyway. But still, i can clearly see room for improvement. I haven't been thinking of others enough. Maybe it's my self-preservation mode being activated. Maybe it's time to get back to basics.
Argh in any case, i'm so going to spend the holidays reading up on Criminal Law, so that i'll own everyone when Semester 2 starts and feel all confident and arrogant. Mwahahahaha!!! >:D
Okay, that was just plain evil. See, room for improvement.
Not to mention that i won't even get to own anyone anyway, because so many people WILL be reading up on Criminal Law during the holidays...bloody hell. -.-
