Okay, so my predictions have proven to be correct. I've been dreaming EVERY NIGHT WITHOUT FAIL that i'm back in army and back in camp.
Well, to be more precise, i've been dreaming that i'm back in camp and nearing my ORD date. Meaning i'm not at the beginning (or middle) of my army life but at the end. Figures too, since A levels are at the END of JC life anyway and my dreams that i was still in JC always depicted life just before i sat for an exam. Sometimes i'd dream that i was retaking my A levels AFTER my National Service was already over too.
Anyway, it's been totally weird, and i wake up each morning feeling as if army isn't over, and that what i'm experiencing is just another long weekend where i'll have to book in soon.
It's as if the story isn't over yet for me.
Two nights ago, i dreamt that i was at the second last day before i ORDed, and i had gotten "2 demerit points" for life for not reporting to authorities when i clearly knew my camp friends were plotting a murder. 0_o It doesn't make sense, i know. Lol. I mean...demerit points when you commit a crime? And it's for life too? It's like a criminal record based on demerit points...Weird.
And last night, i dreamt that, to my utmost horror, i had already ORDed on a monday, but because of a reason that i still do not know (an exercise, perhaps?) it was already a thursday and i still hadn't gone home and i had been sleeping on a bed without bedsheets for a few days ('cos i returned them already).
Like what the hell? Maybe i stayed back..for fun? I really get the feeling that that was the case. Then, after that, against my will (i couldn't control my own mouth), i invited a few friends over to my place for some paintball/laser quest fun (by the way, i DON'T have these sort of facilities at home >.<) It was all really random after that. Let's just put it that i didn't have fun at all.
My dreams tend to be like that. Incidents of seemingly real life which promise much in the way of fun, glory and pleasure but which always fail to deliver. Or semi-nightmares of me getting spotted doing something embarrassing where i only realise that everything's a dream when i wake up.
In any case, i believe that all this means that my army life needs closure. And not just some lame-ass party or outing...i might need something more...dramatic, or simply more
grand.
Sigh, but i'm really just too lazy to organise one...especially on my own.
