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It's getting quite dreary, repetitive and well, boring.
There's so many different anime vids to watch, but when i'm done for the day, the feeling i get makes me feel as if i've only been watching one episode over and over...like i just spent a few hours watching episodes from the series "Anime", all entitled "Anime"...don't know how else to describe it.
In any case, life in camp is pretty...constant, and life outside camp is even more unchanging. For life in camp, it's a GOOD thing, like it means that there are less challenges to deal with (yes i don't like the challenges that the Army offers me...i just don't think much of the "rewards"). Outside camp, there isn't much to complain about too because i'm already better off than expected.
But there's this underlying sad feeling to all of it as well...that same feeling i often get when it seems that my life isn't moving forward and that i'm wasting away months of my youth which i would end up longing for when i am old and dying.
Then again, there's a lot of people out there who only have work tv sleep work tv sleep work tv sleep in their lives, so maybe i shouldn't be so concerned.
