Sigh..it's the last hour before i have to book into camp and i've got nothing to do...don't know why, it's just that i've got a lot of anime that i'm not exactly rushing to watch, i'm starting to get totally off from computer games, and well...
Besides going for a haircut and helping my mum with her groceries, i haven't really done much today besides watching the last 4 episodes of Elfen Lied and learning a bit of japanese while listening to this Samurai Champloo OST that i have.
That's kinda besides the point though...what i want to say is that something's been eating at me again...it's that same feeling i've had sometimes in the past where there's nothing that i want to do and nothing to even look forward to in the future. I'm not rushing to finish watching so-and-so-anime, not thinking (daydreaming, more like it) about Her, not watching TV or reading books, i'm not in the mood to plan any of the upcoming outings/parties, i refused an offer from my mum's friend to play mahjong (imagine that) and somehow even ORD doesn't seem as beautiful as it once had.
I just stared at the unchanging computer screen for about half a minute...so i don't think i've got anything more to mope about regarding this depressed feeling that i'm getting. Well, the next four weeks's gonna be very tough, what with MC work, some endurance training for a biathlon-style competition that i got selected for -.- and guard duty. And of course, the usual IT stuff that we do every week.
I just stared at the screen for another ten-odd seconds..i guess it's time i stopped writing...
