Last night, i slept at 11am, woke up at 2am, and couldn't seem to knock off again. Stayed awake all the way until fall-in time, at 7.45 in the morning, and then managed to sneak in some sleep at 9am and in the afternoon.
Tonight, i slept at 9.30pm, woke up at 11.30pm, and have been unable to sleep again until now..which's almost 3 in the morning. 3 and a half hours of tossing and turning...i got so pissed off that i decided to blog all this irritation down.
I think i need help. Seriously. I can feel the dead-ass tiredness in my back, my neck, my eyes..and i'm a little dizzy with sleepiness..and yet somehow when i'm lying in my bed all that tiredness just seems to...go away. I can't really understand
why oh why my body refuses to shut down just for a moment...
I suspect that i won't be able to sleep when i go back later...and i plan to use that to do some serious body re-clocking. It'll be pure suffering, especially if there's extra work tomorrow, but i don't see any other way at the moment.
Not that i can catch up on sleep tomorrow even if i wanted to, what with the new OC's dumbass ruling that we can't go to our bunks during office hours. Most of his rules seem rather inflexible, hell-bent on denying us welfare, and the rationale behind all of it is just to improve our...image. Like gosh, there's nothing for us to do, we aren't needed in camp, and more than half of us want to get fired anyway, but we still get nights-off cancelled for the whole year and all that just to...keep up an
illusion of efficiency?
Ahh whatever, anyway i'm digressing. I'm going to try to sleep again, and if tomorrow's situation remains the same, i suppose i'll be the first guy in a while reporting sick for..Insomnia. Gosh.
