Urgh. The december birthday gathering on the 23rd got postponed 'cos some people couldn't make it...it's probably going to be placed somewhere nearer my birthday, like around 28-30th dec. So now i'll have to wait another day before anything interesting happens with my life. Last weekend was really much better.
Now there's nothing on tomorrow..and i've spent the whole day at home by myself...kinda feels like a normal army weekend. I haven't talked to anyone outside my family for the whole of today, and today (and probably tomorrow) i'll be at the computer fooling around with
minesweeper, watching anime, falling half asleep at dota, THEN eating dinner out with my family, and shopping with my family again..not that it's a bad thing, not at all...and it's not that i'm tired of my family, but i'd like to have outings with family PLUS outings with other people as well...
The sun is setting and i'm getting really sleepy...i'm feeling horribly lonely, deathly tired and goddamned stoned.
It's that same crappy feeling again.
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the one that i've been having this whole year.
