Sigh. I really have nothing much in life to look forward to at the moment. It's just more work in school, more work at home, and more work on the weekends. The workload's endless. And it doesn't help that so many people seem to understand the law better than me...at least for LAWR. And it doesn't help that i haven't been taking notes for Legal Theory and am filled with dread when the open book test comes about and i come into the examination room with just the original materials in its unaltered glory. And it also doesn't help that i've been neglecting Criminal Law and Contract Law except on the day before seminars and tutorials.
I can't think of anything in the near future that i could do to stuff some enjoyment into my life and break the monotony and dreariness of law school, because it'll just take far too much time and i always feel guilty afterwards.
Well...except for food i suppose. I'm starting to realise that i, too, can succumb to food cravings. Lol. It's mostly fast food cravings, but all in all, when i'm feeling totally stressed out in school, i'd think of going somewhere to buy something nice to eat, which would at least make me look forward to SOMETHING for the day. Lacking that, i'd just look forward to dinner, because at least dinner's a period where i'm not obliged to study or do any work or research. And when i'm totally stressed out at home at night, i'd set aside a little time to go out of the house to get a hot crispy chicken pie from Polar or something...which would make the night of work a little more tolerable and fun.
The plan for tonight (meaning yesterday night since it's nearly 4AM now) was supposed to be McDonald's Delivery...i've been having a burger craving for some time because of school stress...it started with an urgent need for a HotShots Burger that couldn't be fully satisfied with a trip to Carls Jr when i went down to Lau Par Sat with Coco only to realise that HotShots was closed. I was looking forward to getting a plain double-cheeseburger or something like that tonight, but i decided somehow to finish at least a third of my Legal Theory readings first, and i then made the call to McDonald's Delivery at 3:48AM...and it turns out that they stop delivering dinner at 3:45AM so, because i was 3 minutes late, i can only order breakfast.
What the. I never knew that the dinner delivery stopped at 3:45AM. Argh. So much for a nice break from work. But i suppose that the illusion of getting a cheeseburger later on served its purpose of helping me get through the day yesterday. Oh my freaking goodness, now i'm employing strategies to trick myself into feeling better...
Sigh. All this talk about food...if i keep up this sort of lifestyle, there's a slim possibility that i might get fat somewhere down the road. Well. Anyway, my stomach's growling, and i'm not in the mood to make anything at the moment. I guess i'll just go guzzle some milk.
Again.
