I suddenly don't feel like going anymore. Hmmm. Like err...i dunno. Maybe it's my mum and all her warnings. I think i'm happy enough with my life that i don't wish to change it on a "risky" venture. If they want me to spend anymore cash, i'm out. If they want to tie me down to a contract, i'm out. Heck, if i don't think they want me around, i'm out too.