Sigh. Sometimes i wish i didn't have so much pride. Then i could probably start to think more for myself. I'm in a selfish and high-maintenance mood, but my skin's too thin to enable me to do anything more about it, other than grumble silently in the corner to myself.
Anyway, monday's here, once again. The weekend is over, and my oh my was it a crap weekend. Friday was pretty interesting (learning the cha cha in the afternoon and watching InDanCity in the evening) but saturday and sunday was awful. I couldn't use my main computer, and there was just SO MUCH law work to be done. I barely scratched the surface of the tasks that i had to do, but the PRESENCE of the work was enough to make me feel really shitty and wipe out any opportunity for me to relax and have fun over the weekend.
LAWR work is the worst by far...i'm just so confused with what we're supposed to be doing and i don't know exactly how much time i should be spending on LAWR as well. It's like there's no cap on the possible amount of work that can be done, and so even if i'm done with ALL my homework and ALL my readings, LAWR would still be whispering in the back of my head, that there's still more research that i can do...if i wanted to. Sigh, i wish the work we had to do simply involved a fixed set of readings and THAT'S THE END OF IT.
Argh. I need some good news. A one-day break where everyone is BANNED from studying and struggling ahead in the rat-race would be HEAVEN.
Anyway i'm going off now. I'm going to try to convince myself that the little work i've done for LAWR is enough. Otherwise, i won't be able to sleep tonight.
Sigh...my laptop keys are so sticky...maybe i should send it for repair. I suppose i'll go give it another wash before i go to bed.
