Yup, my worst fears are coming true...viewership has gone to pot! Mainly 'cos of NS..which has not only dulled my wit, but depleted my will to write and spend time on my blog and deprived me of the time with which to write. I can feel my brain in permanent fuzzy land now after just 2 weeks...Sigh i fear my wackiness may never return. I miss the gossip that used to drive my interest in life..guys talk in NS tends to revolve around NS stuff, swearing, NS stuff, and more swearing. To my viewers...I'm so sorry! Oh how i wish i could meet up with some of my JC friends again...this has been the longest 3 weeks of my life.
Anyway, i've found out that Ninja is actually the MOST shiong company in BMT! Not that they tekan us a lot, just that Ninja imposes higher standards of discipline and commitment from us than other companies. And we have less free time than most other companies. Hopefully we'll all be able to see the fruits of our labour once BMT training's over with.
But i've made a point not to talk too much about NS! 'Cos talking over and over about something as if it's very important to people who don't really care is one way to really piss people off! NS IS a really big part of my life now...but it's not the same for many others. Let's make sure NS doesn't become the whole of our lives! Anyway my MC is coming to an end..i'm booking back in tomorrow at around 7am. Sigh...my lung infection hasn't healed yet but hopefully the air and water at Tekong will be more kind to me this time...
