My goodness. After rag is over, and after the 10th of August - which means the end of that primary school reunion thing that i'm organising - i'm going on a period of non-commitment to anything. I'm exhausted. I've been so busy these days that i'm getting really worn out. Aside from rag training, i have like multiple birthday parties over the weekend and i still haven't gotten birthday gifts yet (an EXTREMELY difficult task haha).
Then, i'll be going to Bangkok for a 3 night, 2 day trip on thursday. Which means, once again, more catching up on rag when i get back. I think it's mostly going overseas to Japan that has gotten me in this fix. On arriving back in Singapore, it was as if i'd just returned from the wilderness...and i've yet to fully bring myself to terms with what's been going on. Urgh.
It's not really that i've been BUSY; rag practice is quite relaxing at times, and there isn't much work left to do for the class reunion. But it's more like there's just too many things on my plate at the moment that i'm struggling to organise myself and prioritise my tasks. And most of all, I haven't been able to find the time to spend some of it on my usual hobbies: reading books, watching anime, reading manga, baking bread, posting on MyAnimeList, studying Japanese and Economics, etc.
But i suppose i should've prepared myself for this. You can't have pre-university activities, plenty of outings and online socialising, and still have time for the things you used to do when those activities didn't exist. Something's gotta give, and the strain of keeping it all together is going to be too much eventually. So it's time to let some of it go, before that happens.
